Date ×-» o2.o4.o8
Time ×-» 16:28
Mood ×-» despaired
Music ×-» I need you by Avril Lavigne
Last Talk ×-» Aga [msn]
i listen to the sound of the wind.. i hear children playin outside, i watch the clouds passing by. some kinda strange how everything goes...
i got that letter..conscription.. they want me to come. i want to deny. i really do. and i will!
i talked to my best friend. she said if i go she wont talk to me again, if i go she wont wanna see me again. she is ironic but i know that was serious. i dont want to lose her. i love her so much i wont let this happen to our friendship! thinking about never seeing her again makes me sick..
since i got it im not able to sleep. every night i just sit here. i dont even think about anything.